What's even more of a WOW factor is that there are even followers that still come back and troll to see that I have failed, failed to update you on life, failed to even say what's up! Yes, the the world continues to spin here in Texas, some days way faster than I want, some days in a direction I do not want but....
I have wrote hundred's of blog posts in my mind over the past six months. I have wrote even more in the past month. There is so much on my mind these past few weeks that I would love to share with everyone but I am just not at that place that I am ready to talk about it, YET. (Never fear...it is not health related, no I am not Pregnant and no I am not getting married!)
There is one thing for certain that I know, how life is today, is not how I probably pictured it the day I walked across the stage when I graduated high school. It probably is not how I pictured it when I left college. I know that it is not what I imaged it being at the beginning of December, but then again I never imagine January being what it was back in the first of December either. Surly today as I sit writing this, I never pictured this month being what it was, maybe if ever, in my lifetime.
One thing I do know is that life happens. No matter how much we plan, no matter how much we think we have it laid out in front of us, life happens and really the only person that knows where we will end up in life is the man upstairs. What we can do in life is grow from it, learn from it and embrace the challenges that have been laid out in front of us. God gives us the choice in life. We can choose to be bitter and angry or we can choose to be positive and seek growth from the challenges He gives us.
In the end, it's a matter of how do you want to face your maker, do you want to say, I accepted Your challenge and look at the better person you made me...or do you want to say well screw you, you handed me a life of lemons and crap and I am just over it. The choice is within each of us and I think just writing this post helped me clear out some of my fog from today and made me focus back on what my choice always is. Of course some love from Momma Bear never hurts either.
So, with that said, I clearly have some catching up to do...about 6 months worth and a lot of insight to share along the way. I have done a lot of growing, especially in the past few weeks and definitely a lot more to go in the coming months. If you are following this blog, you will be growing with me. This will be a personal, spiritual, financial, life growing journey.