At the end of the day, I believe in my faith and don't give much stock to what the stars say about how my life is going to be. That said....I think today's forecast was so fitting, almost scary like.
"Give your life meaning today by truly feeling the beauty in every moment you live. There is no need to beat yourself up about the past, so move on. It also does no good to beat yourself up about the present. You are at the right place at the right time, so don't waste your energy by thinking you should be somewhere else. There is plenty of fun and adventure to be had right where you are."
Last night I talked with Momma and realized how suddenly at Peace I am with just Being! It is crazy. Of course, it has been a crazy week of changes too but I have no regrets which is what is important. Then again, maybe it is the things that are finally starting to go my way.
Please forgive me Momma, but there were a couple of guys out there that I could term FWB (friends with benefits). But in my moment of Being this week, they were told that unless they were at the point of having time to date and be in a real relationship, the benefits was done. I don't blame them, I allowed myself to be put in that position but I don't want to be that girl anymore. I don't want to be the one that scratches their itch. As for the dating thing, that will still be on the break unless Mr. Right pulls a miracle and finds me. I told a friend last night that I just think that I am so caught up with the biological clock ticking, never having kids that I sabotage what chance any relationship could have.
I also began the purging of clutter last night. We now have posted a desk, comforter and TV for sale. Still have a number of things that I can add to the list this weekend. Plus on another positive note, I have had three leads for Scentsy clients in the past 24 hours. Of which, all should be placing an order! Whoohooo…maybe that will start taking off and I can get rid of Lowe’s sooner than later!
On a main job front, things are starting to turn for the positive too. Or at least there is something positive to look in the future to. In a nutshell, the part of my job that I absolutely LOVED is being pushed towards the front again. How quickly that will happen, well our New York office will have a say on that, but it is out there and they want me!
Who knew that just Being could bring so much peace.